A Liberating Experience

A Liberating Experience

By Hans Klein

Physique competitors that have moved up to women’s bodybuilding say they feel like they have been set free and no longer have to hold themselves back.

 

One of the big stories in women’s bodybuilding in the last couple of years has been the influx of physique competitors who have moved up to compete with the big girls – and have been spectacularly successful. Andrea Shaw made the transition in 2019 before winning both the Rising Phoenix and the Ms. Olympia in 2020. MayLa Ash, Asha Hadley and Reshanna Boswell followed in Andrea’s footsteps last year and all placed in the top ten at the Ms. O. When these athletes talk about making the transition from women’s physique to women’s bodybuilding, they all describe it in the same way: as a liberating experience.

“Crossing over into female bodybuilding has been such an empowering, accepting and freeing journey for me,” MayLa Ash wrote on Instagram at the end of an amazing year that ended with her placing fourth at the Ms. Olympia in December.

A big part of why it feels so liberating is that, after deciding to switch from women’s physique to women’s bodybuilding, competitors no longer feel as if they have to hold themselves back and they can allow their bodies to grow and improve and fulfil their potential. As athletes, they inevitably get to a point where they are struggling to stop becoming too dense or muscular for women’s physique. Switching to women’s bodybuilding removes those constraints. “It was like a burden was lifted,” says Andrea Shaw. “Now, if my body wants to grow, I can let it grow!”

Like Andrea, MayLa had got to the point where she was too muscular for women’s physique. But after switching to women’s bodybuilding, she was able to train heavier and push herself more. It was only after she saw how her body responded that she realized how much she had been holding back as a physique competitor. Now she says she is “beyond excited” to see her body develop further.

Asha Hadley had a slightly different experience. She had competed in the Olympia as women’s physique competitor in 2016 – at 5-foot-7, she weighed 160 pounds onstage – and then took a few years off. But she had always admired female bodybuilders, and when she decided to make a comeback last year, it was always going to be in women’s bodybuilding. She won the Savannah Pro on her debut as a female bodybuilder last August and describes it as “the best choice I ever made”.

A lot of competitors that decide to make the transition to women’s bodybuilding have to train heavier and more intensely and to work on bringing up bodyparts that need to be less developed in women’s physique. Above all, that often means putting more size on their legs to be able to stand next to the top female bodybuilders. Andrea and MayLa also both say they never trained arms as physique competitor. Now they do – and they are loving it.

It is not just in the gym but also onstage that competitors feel like they are being set free when they move up to women’s bodybuilding. “In women’s physique I never truly showed my size when I posed,” says MayLa. “But as a female bodybuilder, I don’t have to hold back anymore.” She remembers how exhilarating it was when she made her debut as a female bodybuilder at the New York Pro, which she won: “I was fully extending my lats, I was fully flexing my biceps, I was fully showing the conditioning of my legs and glutes. I was not holding back because I didn’t have to anymore. It was so liberating and so freeing!”

Andrea had a similar experience. But she says she had to make a mental adjustment and learn how to pose like a female bodybuilder. She remembers how, backstage after the Rising Phoenix in 2019, her second show as a female bodybuilder, Margie Martin told her: “Be big!” What that meant, Andrea explains, was “a mindfulness to squeeze harder, show those biceps, show those legs, because they are big and they need to be big!”

The word Asha uses to describe how it feels to pose as a female bodybuilder is “empowering”. “You don’t have to worry about posing a certain way to hide the muscle that you have,” she says. “It’s just about trying to express it as much as you can.” She says she really felt it during the posedown at the Olympia. “It was all of us up there showing our best and having fun and getting to really flex and show off what we wanted to show off.”

There are probably more physique competitors that are now thinking about moving up to women’s bodybuilding – especially after seeing Andrea win the Rising Phoenix and the Olympia last year. Her advice is this: “If you are women’s physique competitor and you carry a lot of dense muscle, make the move!”

MayLa emphasizes that the key is to know if you are ready. She recommends getting feedback from judges or experts, as she did before deciding to move up to women’s bodybuilding last year.

Asha says the most important thing is not to be deterred by stereotypes about female bodybuilders. “Don’t get caught up in the label or the stigma,” she says. “If you see that you’re looking bigger than the rest, and you look like to lift, and you get that feedback from the judges that you’re pretty muscular, women’s bodybuilding is probably where you belong.”

Almost all of the physique competitors that have switched to women’s bodybuilding talk about that sense of having found a place where they belong. “I am a female bodybuilder,” says Andrea. “This is where I fit.” MayLa says almost exactly the same thing: “I know that I’m a female bodybuilder. I know this is where I’m supposed to be.”

Perhaps the most beautiful image that captures how physique competitors feel about crossing over into women’s bodybuilding was from a comment made by MayLa. “It may sound odd, but the only way I can describe how it feels to be a part of women’s bodybuilding is that I’m home,” she says. “I feel like in this division I’ve finally made it home.”